just one more time - shinhwa

Just One More Time

One day, I woke up in the morning,
thinking about this memories we had.
The things between you and me, I know it's over.
But you know, I just can't get over

Really...I can't...I can't forget you
Everyday...whether my eyes are open or shut...I can still feel my tears

That day you fell asleep in my arms...your scent in my house
All of it (I miss) Really (it's difficult) I need you

The memory of our love flows like the rain
Like a fool I cry...because I miss you
If we can meet again...if we could love like our first time
I will do it right...I will do everything...I won't let you leave

Dream...in last night's dream...you found me and said
Saying that you'll wait, words that only pained me more
Stop lying...that you'll come back to me anytime
But those long periods of waiting...do not regret at all

When you came back to my side I should've made you stay
But why regret now
If a day like this comes by again...I'll make it so you'll never go elsewhere

When you were by my side I was always uneasy
Although I could see you I'd still miss you
Can't look in the same direction, I'd see only you
Can't look forward, I'd see only the shadow of your back

No my tears drop to the floor
24/7 I'll make you can't let you go
Even though you're not by my side, even though I can't see you
I just wanna let you know

yo if you give me one more chance to be your better man
I promise you that i do all i can
and i want you to understand
If you hold my hand I will never let go
I love you...what else needs to be said
Nothing can be expressed...but I want you to know
If only you knew

♥ butter and baby cub missing the gOldfish ♥

It's been a while we havent update 3-treasure..
now here we come..
with some more new posts..
^///^

currently..
we've been missing our goldfish sO much
she's currently on her 2nd pregnancy..
the due will be on april
it's baby boy!!
any names to suggest??
we r more excited than anyone else
feeling like will have own nephew
^____^
i'll be auntie!!!!
yay!!

but the baby boy now taking her away from us
TT^TT
huuu..
baby baby boy..
come out to the world faster
u'll be a charming prince one day
as ur mom is a very amazing lady!

we just missing ur mom badly
miss her
miss her
miss her

hOping..she'll doing fine
n always happy
with the God bless
every single minutesss!!!

butter-cub-fish

♥ loving u ♥

~ LovIng yOu ~
written : butterfly
2008 copyright

I never know that falling in love,
would be this beautiful
Having enough reason to smile
It's time when im thinking of u
My lips curl
If only i can breath next to you

Im not scare to fall in love
Im not afraid to touch
Im just scare of letting u go
I cant even meet you
Cause im afraid that i have to say goodbye

My heart raining with tears
It's beating with ur name
Im showing this smile
Is all because of u
I can fly higher when u become my wind
I feel warm when u become my sky
Embracing my soul with ur sunset beauty
I feel calm when u become my rain
This stain on my face, u wash them all away
I feel safe when u become my star
Watching over me from up above

If one day im not in this world anymore
Promise me,
Promise me dont cry,
Please dont cry,
I cant even wipe them away for u

If one day u not here by my side any longer
This lips will never stop smiling for u
This tears will only fall joyfull
I have to laugh in front of u
I have to show bright smile

All i wish is for u to be happy
Thank you for everything that u ever gave
How much time passed since our happy memories
I love u, more than even words can say..

♥♥ let the rain fall ♥♥

:: let the rain fall ::
written by : butterfly
2008 copyright

As time goes life become more hard,
Wanting to make everything right,
Wishing i had the strenght to fight,
Wondering when i will be alright,
Growing so weak no energy to fight,
Tears swelling up in my eyes every night,

Losing all hope in my mind,
Wishing that i could simply unwind,
Hoping i had more time to see,
My family that always loved me,
Im standing here all alone,
Again wishing i was way back home.

Thinking back to the times me n my friends had,
Smiles and laughters but yet so sad,
Now the only thing that is on my mind,
Is the memories i have way back in time,
The tears from my eyes and deep inside,
Matches the drops that come from the sky,
Everytime it rains i stare to the clouds,
Hoping that it will someday fall.

To be heard the sound of the rain,
It is like to see the happy bushes in a forest of grief,
So let the rain fall down,
Come and wash away the tears that stained my face,
Come and wash away this pain that wont go away,
Come and wash all of my scars away,
Come and make me wake up from my endless nightmare,
Come and soothe my lonely soul,
So maybe i will be able to smile again,
Mybe i can rest one day.
Just keep falling so no one will see me crying away.

Without your sweet melody,
The greatest music of all,
What would my deep sorrow be..
Without your sweet harmonies,
What would my confused mind be,
Without the strenght you gave me,
What would my victory be,
To persevere, to believe,
In the smile that follows grief,
The bad will soon be gone,
Oh rain,
just stay a little

:: hOld back the tears ::

Adaptation of 'holding back the tears'
by : dong bang shin ki
edited and posted by : butterfly

Old picture that i still keep ..
It's getting smeared in white
The fragrance that seems to have faded away
Figure hiding behind the glaring cloud
My heart
There is no word any longer
It's slowly starts to move away my feelings
Those times that we slipped through
Are now in my hand
Our memories are all in this frame
Why do we never know what we've got until it's gone

Tears i've been hold back so hard
It created shadows that blocking my view
Trying to walk away
Lessen the weight of my sorrows
To a place that is neither close nor far
We are now in different path of stand
I aint gonna cry
Being in this place all alone
As i live through these unmemorable times
Though it seems stupid
We're always together before
Now it's pain that i really want to let go
Drying the tears that unseen
Flowing and flooding through my body
I runaway far to my unpredict faith
To a place that is neither high nor low
Where a different me stands again
Unknowing how my future would be
With a little smile
I believe that one day I can find back my laugh

'CAUSE I AM A MOTHER NOW

My Status has been raised;
My efforts have been praised;
Not in an ordinary way or at some place small,
But in the greatest book of all.
Being thankful to God, my head goes down to bow.
Why? 'ause I am a mother now.

Mother-baby bondage is the strongest for sure;
My rights when compared are three times more;
Though sacrifices are ahead that I have to endure,
Being thankful to God, my head goes down to bow.
Why? 'cause I am a mother now.

The baby needs my love and attention most,
Even if I don't have a career to boast.
Staying at home for my child's sake is worth it I vow.
Being thankful to God, my head goes down to bow.
Why? 'cause I am a mother now.

Even if my child has few toys to play,
Having his mom as a playmate will make him gay.
With my guidance and care he'll not go astray.
I'm sure proud that I am here at home to stay.
Being thankful to God, my head goes down to bow.
Why? 'cause I am a mother now.

Islam balances the roles for both husband and wife;
Both offer their duties and smooth stays the carraige of life.
My husband provides for the money that's true,
And relieves me of the burden to find work to do
So that all my zest and energy are for our child too.
Being thankful to God, my head goes down to bow.
Why? 'cause I am a mother now.

Research too states that mother is the best
Than leaving the baby at a day care nest.
Teaching right from wrong is the parents' full time job.
A child's personaltiy is made once, thus impossible to rob.
Being thankful to God, my head goes down to bow.
Why? 'cause I am a mother now.

Author : anonymous
post by : butterfly

Annabelle's

There's no problem too big

and no question too small

just ask God in faith

and He will answer them all

not always at once.

So be patient and brave

For no prayer is unanswered

And no prayers unheard.

Made by my beloved: Annabelle Mualas +

wherever you are.. i will always love you

thank you for leaving this wonderful message to me.

posted by: Goldfish~

It's Dune and over with

Some of us can get lost
or stranded in a desert of our own making,
fooling ourselves with the promise of
that next mirage or oasis that passes our mind's eyes by.
But the sands of time eventually shift and soon,
we get back on that ol' horse called self evolution,
setting out, and with a little bit of
courage and determination finding that most important
thing we lost in the expanse of dunes and mounds called life:
ourselves

from phil star
posted by: goldfish

Rivermaya - You'll be safe here

Nobody knows
Just why we're here
Could it be fate
Or random circumstance
At the right place
At the right time
Two roads intertwine

And if the universe conspired
To meld our lives
To make us
Fuel and fire
Then know
Where ever you will be
So too shall I be

Chorus:

Close your eyes
Dry your tears
'Coz when nothing seems clear
You'll be safe here

From the sheer weight
Of your doubts and fears
Weary heart
You'll be safe here

Remember how we laughed
Until we cried
At the most stupid things
Like we were so high
But love was all that we were on
We belong

And though the world would
Never understand
This unlikely union
And why it still stands
Someday we will be set free.
Pray and believe

Chorus:

When the light disappears
And when this world's insincere
You'll be safe here
When nobody hears you scream
I'll scream with you
You'll be safe here

Save your eyes
From your tears
When everything's unclear
You'll be safe here

From the sheer weight
Of your doubts and fears
Wounded heart

When the light disappears
And when this world's insincere
You'll be safe here

When nobody hears you scream
I'll scream with you
You'll be safe here

In my arms
Through the long cold night
Sleep tight
You'll be safe here

When no one understands
I'll believe
You'll be safe,
You'll be safe
You'll be safe here
Put your heart in my hands
You'll be safe here

dedicate this song to all...especially buttercubfish^^

Home - Shota Shimizu

After all this time, I can't go back to that place...
No matter how wonderful the memories are in my heart, I should put them away.
I still remember to this day. That's good enough.
Don't worry. I can still sing.
Someday I'll return. The home all my own.

Quick shower of rain Increasingly irritated heart into a garbage dump
Like that several seasons passed
But I could still hear the voice of my hometown
Full of myself, I flew.
Ended up backstabbing people with farewell regrets.
This kind of crumbling dream, alone there was nothing I could do.

At that time, the people I met...
Surely, people aren't that strong That's why
they become swallowed up by jealousy and Ego
But that version of me was tenderly held close. Sorrowfully I cried.
I understood my own weakness.
But my dream came true. I got to liking it a bit.

So I created a home,
Kind of like a huge supportive mansion.
I saw clearly. The world changed.
It became easier to breathe.
Second by second we were growing up, everyone.
That's why I'm glad we met. I'm glad it happened this way.
And so, I've said just about everything.

A place where your heart can be at ease. I suspect everyone has one of these.
The friends I grew up with,
Lovers who've been by my side,
I've lost them all but... a dream I'd like to fulfill
I've lost that too, but once again I've been made to remember.
My new home is right here. But I still remember...

Not being able to sleep, I see the same dream over and over.
At that time I received the new place, an entirely new beginning
Regardless of the size of reparations to be paid
I want to be more sensitive to the love
because I don't want to be made to believe it hurts
I don't want to be forced to give up.

So, I've found a means to live
The prejudice-covered common sense crumbles.
If it was put in front of me, almost broken and brittle
but somehow the smile never faded.
It was just like that it seemed. Certainly
it was the first time but miserable yet beautiful.
The clear sky sparkled and twinkled
Right then, once more, we started to cry.

If I look back on where I've come thus far
The smiles and tears
Shaking and shivering it'd reflect.
That's me. When you tie it to my future,
I believe it. The home all my own.
because I believe in it.

post by : nisa d butterfly

note: thanks to unnie charlene for introducing me to dis song..It's really nice..^^